Jan 2006

divya (email) :
Thinking of running away. To b'lore probably. Why b'lore? Well, why any place. So the actual question is why runaway? Just.
Now tell me how feasible is it? I need to know a person there. And I think i do. But just in case, i need a back up. I am thinking of talking to J. Yup. I am abso serious when i said i wanted to runaway, else I wouldn’t think of talking to her, would i!
First, where do i live?
2nd, a job ...a job that pays enough for my sustenance.
Where do i get a job, last heard they were selling one a paise.
Do I have a good reason to runaway? I seriously don’t know if i do. i am just a lot mad at ppl around ( aka family). Bored with doing what dey want/ed me to. Scared that i might go on doing that.
I don’t know if this is the rite thing to do. This is definitely not the safe thing to do.
Completely losing it.
I know for a fact that I’ll manage to get sum job. i just need to o something.
There are days when mum says..."so what if the guy is working fro a clearing agents firm...we have the money no."
At times she says..."so what if he is 32...its hardly an age.."
And the worst ( i bet she can come up with something worse, but as of now...this sis it) "so what if he's just passed hi s12th, he has a job ...he's done his computers." ouch!! What does she mean by "done his computers". swati has done her computers, so has her elder sis. Both are Data entry operators.
What’s so wrong with me that she is getting so desp. Probably, one a gazillion chances is that there is actually nothing wrong with me. just in case!
So is running away the sole solution? Well...its not going to be rosy, i know. its not even going to be the bleakest shade of pink. But i never wanted it to be pink. Gray was anyway my colour.


Ahalya replies:
guess what? J is thinking abt running back....
but u can call her. but why call her?????????
my cousins work there just let me know where u want to live for that first find a job.
but wait...houses are expensive, the job w\u get will have to cover the rent
rent is abt 3.500
so um...
why not pune?
i know its close not too close...or is it.
try both these places
i agree u have to leave ur home
and running away may be just what u need
actually pune is safer
so i heard
i know ppl there
i could get some info abt jobs..remmeber H?
she lived there for 2 yrs as paying guest
so i'll find that out
but first look for a job...ok?
and sont settle for soemthg stupid
pls pls pls think abt what u want to do
or at least tell in the interview what YOU expect
it helps......
love you
p.s. i havent found a colour


Divya replies:
well, did smirk at myslf, dint really laugh.
have been lookijg fro jobs in b'lore. applying left , right and centre. just wondering , if and when i ge tthe call letter for an interviw, what am i supposed to say. i think, fro a job in b'lore, i need to be in b'lore. interview and shit like that.
lemme know anywayz, wats the scene like. pune /b'lore. i thot of b'lore coz even i happen to know sum ppl frm XIC. so thot, i mtie not be all by myslf there. issue is i was never the social being...excpet the smile that i painfully gave awy, i have never been very bum -chum with ny of dem. nywaz, lets see.